Day #9 without you

Baby, I'm so sorry that I don't update Day #7 and #8. It's because I am quite busy. So today we had a gotong-royong ( working hand in hand to reduce burden ) with housemates to clean the whole hostel unit. And I don't really bother to on my laptob or even to touch on my facebook.

But I can simplify what I do these days. So in last two days, which was Sunday.

I moved into my hostel and I was so surprised that it wasn't that impressive as what I thought it should be.

It's so dirty. How dirty it is? I don't think that you would want to know about it. So, as I moved in. I tidied my luggage and everything so that it will look beautiful, tidy and coordinated. And I was thinking if I should make a complaint about my hostel.

And I get to know that my housemates were an international students that were from Dubai, India and etc. And they never care about the cleanliness of the hostel as they thought cleaner are going to clean for them every week.

And on that particular day also, I met with my new friend. He is my senior actually. His name is Leong Yean Tuck and we all just call him Tuck. He is quite friendly, out-going, and easy to talk with. Since I'm his junior, he taught me about architecture course and I dived deeper into the field I'm going to take just in few days time. He also borrowed me 5 refference books so that I could read them and have an idea of what I'm going to do in the future.

He is indeed a nice person and he never tired of answering my doubts and questions of architecture.

And yesterday, I went to play basketball in the afternoon about 3pm with my new friend, and his name is Chong Jun and we all would just call him in short which is CJ. He is quite friendly but he looks nerd. He is such an academia type. He is taking course in Business Administration. So, we will play basketball together and unfortunately, right after I played basketball yesterday, I fell sick.

I was having a high fever and luckily we've a shop at the ground floor that sells medicine. Its like a pharmacy. So, I get myself a Actifast Panadol. I consumed it every 4 hours after I had my meals or bread.

And today, today was indeed a productive day. Today I went to several places in University. I went to Architecture Studio and witnessed seniors doing their assignments and projects. Although I couldn't understand what they were doing but it was a good start for me to dive deeper in this field. It was quite interesting when I saw them doing their projects. Their building designs were majestic and magnificient. Tuck introduced me to his few friends. One of them were Clarisse Yeo. She is my senior too. She came from Sarawak and that's all what I knew about her.

Apart of visting Architecture Studio and being watching them doing stuff for hours, I realized that studying this course might take a lot of endurance and patience to complete the assignments. Because in anytime we might get a lot of assignments, drawings plan and etc at a time so time management is another ingredient to be an excellent architecture student. They can sit and doing their assignments for 10 hours without rest. So, it is very tense and silent in that studio.

Some were saying architecture equals medical course. As difficult as that.

But somehow I'm not demotivated but this inspired me to work harder to achieve my dreams.

Perhaps, our dreams !

Baby, I've been so good here minus with the hostel problem I encountered with but I'm so good that I met with a right friends which may help me in my studies. So how about you there? Knowing that you are with my friend, I'm relieved. Vivian is a nice and friendly person so I don't have to worry that much anymore. And I'm recovering my sickness after I went for and Indian Doc in Bandar Sunway. It is quite expensive though. It cost me around 50 plus including the taxi fees. But it worth that I'm getting better now.

Another thing I'm worried of now is about my holidays. I can't wait until the orientation week to get my scedule. I want to know when is my class will start and when will my holidays be. I'm so desperate to go home on CNY but the air price definitely will increase if I buy it late. We may have 10 days of holidays, but if the price of the tickes are expensive like 800 - 900 plus I don't think it worth for me to go back. And next holiday will be middle semester holiday. I simply make an assumption because before we proceed to the 2nd semester we might have quite a long holidays. Maybe 2 weeks or the most one month?

I know you miss me and I miss you too. I just can't stop thinking of you everyday, my dear. You have to believe that. I know a relationship may have some difficulty especially when it is a distance relationship. But I pray hard that you might as well going to west Malaysia to pursue your dreams here. And we might get to see each other oftenly. Be optimistic ! I learnt to be optimistic when I had too much problems and worries that haunted me everyday. I'm worried of this and that but when I try to be optimistic and trying to see future, things turned out to be quite good. Seriously, I worried a lot. Like when you were entering NS. I was so worried that you may not having any friends, but I think optimistically and it ended up that you friend with my friend. So I don't have to be worry. I also worried about my SPM and careless mistakes I made in English but still I'm trying to see this positively because I couln't change anything so I need to move on with my new course that I'm taking and trying to be Top Student. That's my goal. My first goal after I set up for 2011 resolution.

So, baby, you don't have to be worry of anything. Just be optimistic and move on with life. Let if flow in nature. As long as our love doesn't fade away, we'll always be sweet together.

People tend to say there is no forever love. Thus, we must prove to let them see that we're forever love. :)

I love you and I miss you uncountabable times. Goodnight, sweetheart.