Day #26 without you

Can't believe it is 26 days already. Time really flies and I am happy with it.
How are you doing inside there? Good? Bad?
You are not going to have any ideas how much I miss you here. I wished that you were here for me to hug D:
Anyway, I hope that you can come out from NS as soon as possible. I feel lonely here and I feel I am all alone here in doing thing I want. I don't know if I am going back to Sibu or not during CNY. Because suddenly mom said she wanted to see me.
Seriously, I miss you so much. You know that right?
I started to lost that very sense of security. I felt that you are so far apart from me. And I am so afraid that our relationship ain't that strong enough to withstand the ammense pressure.

Well, if you are keen to know how was my first week here. All I am going to tell you is that I was doing great! I am satisfied with my first assestment. I got an A. A hard solid A but ain't satisfied with it so far. Gonna upgrade the sketches again. Second assestment were Eiffel Tower and Big Ben building. They were tough to draw, sketch and render. But it worth my time to keep trying. Baby, I am doing great now, all right?

You see, I am getting closer to my dream, our dreams. Remember?
I want to be succesful in future!

These are the first assestment in progress. We were given only 1 hour to go out from the lecture theater to produce a sketch from the view we see in the Campus. So, I took this drawing for 30 minutes or less. =D

Well, this is my first assestment. And I am getting A for that !

And another one is my proud drawing which took me a sleepless night to produce it.

 Referance

 First few sketches

 4th sketches ?

Masterpiece of artwork ! Magnificient !

13 Months Anniversary :)

Beloved one,
That's what you are to me. Year ago when we met, I fell in love with you.
Nothing has changed.
I love you still, even more than ever..
When you are not near with me, I feel the emptiness, that I cannot seem to fill..
When you are near, I feel complete.
I cherish your love and companionship and always hope to please you in any way.
I always wish for your happiness, for I love to see the sparkle in your eyes.
I never imagined that someone could be as important as you are to me.
I love you.

Fairytale =P

It is always a problem for me whenever I don't consume enough plain water or eating too much 'heaty' food. It always cause pimples on my face. And this will make me look quite unpresentable. I have no ways of coping up with pimples. I hate you, pimples. Please go away!
Sigh..

Well, so far living in a city is not a big matter for me anymore. I also learned how to use public transports such as KTM, LRT and etc. But in my opinion, I would rather staying outside the university than staying in the crappy hostel. It is because I can't choose my housemates and it is quite inconvinient for me to go out as well.

I wish that I can have plenty of money or allowance to spend here in this big city. I need few thousands to satisfy my urgency of shopping and eating nice food. Apart of that, I also can use the money to buy the items that I crave for such as Macbook, Iphone 4, Nikon DSLR and the list goes on..
Life here in this big city is everything about money. You can do almost everything possible with money. So, who disagree that money is the source of happiness? To me, money can buy happiness.

In this big city as well, I need a license for me to drive. And of course I need a car as well. I want to have a nice cool car to drive around this beautiful city. Instead of I can go anywhere I want, I can also fetch my friends to have fun together. I can drive car to university, to Sunway Pyramid, and just anywhere I want go...
But driving in this big city might be dangerous as well. So, again I could not make this possible for now.

Did I just mention that I want to live outside the university? Well, I wish that I can rent a condominium or an apartment by myself and I can do anything I want. I can organize a party whenever I want to, I can cook by myself and I will have more freedom and space compare that I live in the hostel. But, again, I would not make this possible so far right now because I don't have car to transport me to the university and the cost of renting a condominium or apartment is extremly high especially in Petaling Jaya here.

Well, that's the tonnes of bullshit that I am talking about now. There will be no possible way of doing those stuff I am talking about. I still know clearly my main objective to be here in Taylor's which is to get a better education in life. :)
Shine with Taylor's, guys..

Day #18 without you

Its Thaipusam public holiday today!
Well, it has nothing to do with me so I stayed in the university and kept my Itunes accompanied me through my blues.
Some friends went to have fun such as going to ice-skating, shopping, friends' gathering and etc but I stayed back to have a rest. Its quite tiring attending so many lectures and talks few days ago where we all need rushed to another lecture thearter after another. But that was quite interesting where the busy scedule kept you busy and packed.

Today the university was very calm and silent. Less people and less noise and it was simply because today there were no classes, no tutorial, no lectures and so on. The university was completely in rest.
Baby, how about you there? You haven't call me yet and telling me how was your day going on.
These few days, I started to know some friends from the same and different courses and they all thought I am local which meant I came from KL. But no, I came from Sarawak.
I am proud of my state and my hometown even though some people may think we are all living on the trees but hell no!

Baby, do you miss me in there? Because I am missing you very much here. Whenever I am bored, I always wished that you were here with me to talk to me, to walk with me and etc.
But no worries because few months later I am going back. Much apology I can't go back during Chinese New Year, it is because I don't have the academic calender yet that time and too late to book an air tickets. If I book now it will be unworthful because it is 1400rgt now for two ways flight. Feel quite sad actually but when I think positively, the 10 days holidays might be very useful for me. Despite of going out to mall or whatever, I can stay in hostel and study my books.
Isn't that cool ?
I can still gain some knowledge and learn new things. Right?
You are always in my mind. Don't worry how's my life here because I am a mature man and I can decide and think what is wrong and right for me. I am a man !

Ice-Breaking Party

Well, guess what about the party?
It was a blast! It was awesome and yet so fun..
There were a lot performances such as singing, beatbox performance and etc.
I captured some pictures too. But they weren't that clear. So ermm.. I've taken some pictures from facebook :) Well, it took me some sweat on uploading them, right? hahahaha!

So, let the pictures give you a glimpse of image how the party was going on.

Mingle game is on ;

Left to right : Jolene Marcus Lee, Jeany Carney ( FNBE) and the the other two

at the right side is from Foundation of Business :)

The results was read out by some lucky guys.

Our two gorgeous and good-looking Master of Ceremony.

Quite hilarious one though.

Well, what is a mingle game? It is actually a game where by you can get to know other people surround you better? Because it is a game where you need to fill informations about people surrounding you. Its a pretty nice game though.

Performances :

The super cool Korean beatboxer which I favour the most !

And a lot else was going on !

The party was a blast. It is fun and it is a good time knowing some friends. Today I met with new friends again. And they were few from FNBE as well. Nice knowing them. One thing I realized in Taylor's is that people is very sensitive with Justin Bieber. I have no idea why but as long as Justin Bieber's name is called out, they will shout out loud or even some may boo it. Is it because by Bieber's Fever?  I don't know.

Last but not least, the party was organized by Taylor's University Student Council. TUSC (Taylor's University Student Council) is the highest student body at Taylor's, overseeing all Taylorians' welfare. They always strive for students' rights and act on behalf of students in ensuring students' comfort, convenienience, safety and security. To know more about them?

Just click 'like' button on Taylor's University Student Council page in Facebook. 

Smile for the good things.

Creative Thinkings Skills class is going to start on Monday. I am feeling very excited as it sounds so interesting and fun. Every classes and lectures are actually fun. Its depend on the students itself. For me, every one of them is interesting and fun even if it is not, I gonna make them to be interesting to me.
That's the way to cope up and do well in studies. Firstly, feel interesting in your subjects and Secondly, feel fun in learning.

Well, I feel eager to attend all my classes now and respond to what my lecturers teach in front. I gonna fill in the front row seat and listen attentively to her/him. It is because I am eager to learn every knowledge that they are going to teach. And it is all because I am eager to success. I must make my teaching-and-learning process to be fun and interesting so that I gonna be more eager about what I am about to learn. Isn't that cool when you wake up everyday with a thought in your mind that you are going to learn and master all the new knowledge?

Today I attended a talk by Prof. Adnan. It is quite funny and knowledgeable especially for me as I am new student here. It was all about Crime Prevention. He taught us how to deal with robbery, rape-case and all those stuff. He even taught us how to have a safe relationship with people. It is quite a hilarious talk anyway.

So, later I am going to attend another event and for sure it is not speeches or talks any longer. It is an Ice-Breaking Party which is organized by Student Council for us to know about each others, to make friends and etc. I have no idea what we are suppose to wear and not suppose to wear. Well, maybe we need to wear a formal attire, I guess.... I gonna figure out that later.

Last but not least, I will soon update about the party with pictures. I feel my blog is quite uninteresting and unpresentable without pictures. It seems to be grey, bored and dull :)
Well, I need to get my camera to work tonight!

Let's party !

Architecture

What is Architecture? Up to the level of my understanding, Architecuture is a core course for an Architects. Architects plan, design and review the construction of buildings and structures for the use of people. Architects also coordinate and integrate engineering design, which has as its primary objective the creative manipulation of materials and forms using mathematical and scientific principles.

Well, I am taking Architecture course myself and I start off with a base in Foundation of Natural & Built Environment. Just in case you don't know what is that. It is actually a Foundation or Basic knowledge I should master before I dive deeper into the field concerns. I am fond and love deeply what I am studying and do. For your information, Architecture is the imaginative blend of art and science in the design. In short, Architecture invovles designing, mathematical solutions and science. It is a pretty tough course to take. But with little passion, endurance, and hardworking, It is pretty interesting and bearable.

For me, taking this course enchance me to show out my talents in creativity and imagination on buildings-wise. People who love it will do it the best and excellent and for those who don't like it don't even bother to do it and guarantee they will quite half way. I have never regretting taking this course. I love taking up challenges eventhough I have to stay awake until late night to do the assignments, drawings and etc. It is the will spirit that drives me to do so. To be a licensed Architecture, you have to gone through degree on designs or architecture studies or related degree and you must proceed for Master degree in Architecture. With it, you will be entitled for Ar. which is Dr. for doctors.

Therefore, studying Architecture course must be wise planned and be really passionate in it. As for me, I require a lot energy, ideas, hardwork to get a good result. I must be healthy also to stand the lethargic of being an Architecture student. Well, it is all about it up to the level of my understanding. Not deep enough but I will dive even deeper inside as the day passes by. To be fully understand of what Architecture stands for? You may search in Google :)

Few architects in the world who are respected and well known for their popular and genius creations of buildings. There are Aldolf Loos, Frank Lyod Wright, James Stirlling and Carlo Scarpa. You may search for their piece of artwork. It is cool and genius !

Good day aheads you !

Ciao!

Remembe those days, honey?

I'm sorry if the picture isn't clear enough.


Baby, remember those days?
Lately, I learned quite a lot about computer. Computer is actually quite an interesting electric devices. It is not only for gaming, Facebook-ing or onlining but it works in multiple of functions. How genius computer is.

But baby, remember those hearts? Remember those nights we both stayed up late and we chit-chatting through Msn Messenger? I'd still have those pictures stored in my mind. It is sweet and lovely to think back those memories where we gone through a lot of events in life whether it is happy or sad.

Well, for now and in future, no matter how far we may be separated by going our own paths toward success, our Love will be unaffected and will always forever and ever stay solid.
Well, baby, thinking of the days how we met, chat in Msn Messenger, late night calls and everything. I miss them very much. Those were the sweetest moments in my life and of course we will be as sweet as before forever.

Baby, there are many words and thoughts I'd in my mind that I wished to express to you. Since I can't express them verbally, so I gonna type it all here. Hope you understand it deeply. Every words weigh a thousands tonnes of meaning.

Baby,
I finally realized, I shouldn't have worried so much how our love's life is going to be...
I shouldn't be worrying of the coming days now, you called me everyday even though we may talked in hurry but I love the intention that you wanted to listen to my voice.
I finally realized, life is tough. It is simple but it is just not easy. But I learned to cope up so soon now. I'm so well organized, I'm mature and hopefully I can successfully transform into someone useful. Baby, we both clearly know our own dream. You know right? I always tell you. Its time for us to move towards it. I felt I am so close with it each days. And I still working hard towards it every single day. And it is because I love you. Every single thing I do, I do it for you and me and for the betterment of yesterdays. Future is for us to design. :)

Super Mom :) I love you.

Mom, well I have this in my heart.

Mother's Love Poem

A mother's love is something no one can explain,

it is made of deep devotion and of sacrifice and pain.

It is endless and unselfish and enduring what may come.

For nothing can destroy it or take that love away.

It is patient and forgiving when all people are forsaking,

And it never fails or falters even though the heart is breaking.

It believes beyond believing, when the world arounds condemns,

and it glows with all the beauty of the rarest, brightest gems.

It is far beyond definding, it defies all explaination,

and it still remains as a secret like the mysteries of the creation.

A many splendoured miracle man cannot understand

And another wondrous evidence of God's tender guiding hand.

Dear readers,

When you came into the world, she held you in her arms. You thanked her by wailing like a banshee.
When you were 1 year old, she fed you and bathed you. You thanked her by crying all night long.
When you were 2 years old, she taught you to walk. You thanked her by running away when she called.
When you were 3 years old, she made all your meals with love. You thanked her by tossing your plate on the floor.
When you were 4 years old, she gave you some crayons. You thanked her by coloring the dining room table.
When you were 5 years old, she dressed you for the holidays. You thanked her by plopping into the nearest pile of mud.
When you were 6 years old, she walked you to school. You thanked her by screaming, "I'M NOT GOING!"
When you were 7 years old, she bought you a baseball. You thanked her by throwing it through the next-door-neighbor's window.
When you were 8 years old, she handed you an ice cream. You thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.
When you were 9 years old, she paid for piano lessons. You thanked her by never even bothering to practice.
When you were 10 years old, she drove you all day, from soccer to gymnastics to one birthday party after another. You thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.
When you were 11 years old, she took you and your friends to the movies. You thanked her by asking her to sit in a different row.
When you were 12 years old, she warned you not to watch certain TV shows. You thanked her by waiting until she left the house.


Those teenage years


When you were 13, she suggested a haircut that was becoming. You thanked her by telling her she had no taste.
When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp. You thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.
When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.
When you were 16, she taught you how to driver her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could.
When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night.
When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.

Growing old and gray


When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus, carried your bags.
You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.
When you were 20, she asked whether you were seeing anyone. You thanked her by saying, "It's none of your business."
When you were 21, she suggested certain careers for your future. You thanked her by saying, "I don't want to be like you."
When you were 22, she hugged you at your college graduation. You thanked her by asking whether she could pay for a trip to Europe.
When you were 23, she gave you furniture for your first apartment. You thanked her by telling your friends it was ugly.
When you were 24, she met your fiance and asked about your plans for the future. You thanked her by glaring and growling, "Muuhh-ther, please!"
When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country.
When you were 30, she called with some advice on the baby. You thanked her by telling her, "Things are different now."
When you were 40, she called to remind you of an relative's birthday. You thanked her by saying you were "really busy right now."
When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parents become to their children.


And then, one day, she quietly died. And everything you never did came crashing down like thunder.


"Rock me baby, rock me all night long."
"The hand who rocks the cradle...may rock the world".
Let us take a moment of the time just to pay tribute/show appreciation to
the person called MOM though some may not say it openly to their mother.
There's no substitute for her. Cherished every single moment.
Though at times she may not be the best of friends, may not agree to our
thoughts, she is still your mother.


She will be there for you.. to listen to your woes, your braggings, your
frustations, etc.
Ask yourself.. have you put aside enough time for her, to listen to her "blues" of working in the kitchen, her tiredness?Be thankful, loving and still show her due respect though you may have a

different view from hers.

Once gone, only fond memories of the past and also regrets will be left.

Day #15 without you

Fifteen days passed.

How fast was that ?

Today was our first day of an Orientation Week. Like usual, we've to register ourselves under our own foundation we chosed. Well, I met two friends which were from Sibu studying the same course as I. After the registration, we were seated in a Multi Purpose Hall and listened to few talks from the speakers. And after we are done, we have to switch to different Lecture Theartre for different course based on what course we are taking.

After all the talks and speeches are done, we all have 2 hours lunch break before we proceed on the next activities. So, I took this chances to eat, back to my unit and bath and get prepared for the next one which was photo taking for Student ID.

We all have to wait for our turn for photo taking. I have waited so long and it so bored and I finally left the hall and went to food court and getting myself one drink which I craved for so long time that I couldn't drink because I was having cough before.

I will take photo again when everyone have it because I'm lazy to wait.

Tonight was really a long night for me. I tried to sleep but I can't so I ended up onlining and chat with Tuck. I was quite unhappy but now I hope I'm partially okay and calm. I reminded myself what is my main objectives to be here again and again. Yes. I'm homesick but well I guess I will get over it so soon because of full loads assignments and porftfolios to be done.

To be honest, to the whole world. I am telling you that I must try my best and gear up to my fullest effort to be top student. I am sick of every excuses and what-so-ever reasons not to do and be the best. I am sure I have let my parent down so many times. But now I hope it is different. I will change for that.

Anyway, Baby, how are your days in National Service? Still okay, right? So far you have made so much friends inside. They laugh with you, they play with you, chit-chatting and a lot. That's very good. I know you have been struggling the blazing hot sun and the cold shower but this is one good start. You will soon get used of it. 15 days passed so hopefully you are doing well.

I love you and I always will :)

Day #10 without you

Sigh..

Everyday is just the same actually. Feeling kind of lonely and alone.
Yes, I've friends around. Basketball to entertain me but I miss the feeling of my sweet hometown or shall we call it as homesick?

I miss you, darling. I miss my family in Sibu too. I miss the time when I used to talk with my grandpa, I miss the time that my mom would nag me or stop me from doing anything I like. I miss all of them. I wish to go back to Sibu. :(
I hope every choices I made and every sacrifice I did worth it.

I'll update when I've time to do so but that also depends on my broadband line here. It's very slow.
No mood to write again now. Cough like hell. Its been few days I fell sick... Damn it!

NO Shouting.

Once a Professor asked his students, ''Why do we shout in anger ? "Why do people shout to each other when they are upset ?''

The students thought for a while, one of them said, ''We lose our calm and we shout for that''

''But why shout when the people is just right beside you ?'' asked the Professor.

''Isn't it possible to speak to him or her with a soft voice ? Why do you shout to people when you are angry ?''

The students gave some answers but none satisfied the Professor. Finally he explained. ''When two people are angrying to each other, their hearts distance a lot. To cover that distance, they must shout to hear each other. The angrier they are, the stronger they will have to shout to hear each other through that great distance.''

Then the Professor asked, ''What happen when two people fall in love? They don't shout at each other but talk softly, why? Because their hearts are very close. The distance between them is very small...''

The Professor continued, ''When they love each other even more, what happens? They do not speak, only whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love. Finally they even need not whisper and they get even closer to each other in their love.

Finally they even need not whisper, they only look at each other and that's all. That's how close two people are when they love each other.''

Adapted from Stars Newspaper.

So, when you argue, don't let your heart get distanct, do not say words that distance each other more, else there will come one day when the distance is so great that you will not find the path to return.

Love is ..

Loving someone was never easy. Never !

I always thought it's going to be just as simple as everything. Till then I found that it wasn't.

It is the first time I ever had this kind of feeling and I know this is love, for real.

Love isn't just about hanging out together, holding hands, going for movie, hugging, kissing or even sex.

It's about everything.

For me, I've learned to accept and forgive, to be more understanding, to care about my love ones and to take the responsibility of being a boyfriend.

There is no 24/7 happiness in life, arguments and quarrels are common.

Try to learn from mistakes, try to accept your love one's weaknesses, try to accept for who they are and change them into a better person and so do yourself.

There is nothing that is perfect in life. You got to choose and decide if what you chosed is worth it.

In fact, love is awesome. It is something truly amazing. Which there is no explainatory needed.

I felt much love from her and that's what I am today.

Without her, I wouldn't be so strong and mature.

I wouldn't be so determined to go for my dreams. And I woudn't be who I am today.

Day #9 without you

Baby, I'm so sorry that I don't update Day #7 and #8. It's because I am quite busy. So today we had a gotong-royong ( working hand in hand to reduce burden ) with housemates to clean the whole hostel unit. And I don't really bother to on my laptob or even to touch on my facebook.

But I can simplify what I do these days. So in last two days, which was Sunday.

I moved into my hostel and I was so surprised that it wasn't that impressive as what I thought it should be.

It's so dirty. How dirty it is? I don't think that you would want to know about it. So, as I moved in. I tidied my luggage and everything so that it will look beautiful, tidy and coordinated. And I was thinking if I should make a complaint about my hostel.

And I get to know that my housemates were an international students that were from Dubai, India and etc. And they never care about the cleanliness of the hostel as they thought cleaner are going to clean for them every week.

And on that particular day also, I met with my new friend. He is my senior actually. His name is Leong Yean Tuck and we all just call him Tuck. He is quite friendly, out-going, and easy to talk with. Since I'm his junior, he taught me about architecture course and I dived deeper into the field I'm going to take just in few days time. He also borrowed me 5 refference books so that I could read them and have an idea of what I'm going to do in the future.

He is indeed a nice person and he never tired of answering my doubts and questions of architecture.

And yesterday, I went to play basketball in the afternoon about 3pm with my new friend, and his name is Chong Jun and we all would just call him in short which is CJ. He is quite friendly but he looks nerd. He is such an academia type. He is taking course in Business Administration. So, we will play basketball together and unfortunately, right after I played basketball yesterday, I fell sick.

I was having a high fever and luckily we've a shop at the ground floor that sells medicine. Its like a pharmacy. So, I get myself a Actifast Panadol. I consumed it every 4 hours after I had my meals or bread.

And today, today was indeed a productive day. Today I went to several places in University. I went to Architecture Studio and witnessed seniors doing their assignments and projects. Although I couldn't understand what they were doing but it was a good start for me to dive deeper in this field. It was quite interesting when I saw them doing their projects. Their building designs were majestic and magnificient. Tuck introduced me to his few friends. One of them were Clarisse Yeo. She is my senior too. She came from Sarawak and that's all what I knew about her.

Apart of visting Architecture Studio and being watching them doing stuff for hours, I realized that studying this course might take a lot of endurance and patience to complete the assignments. Because in anytime we might get a lot of assignments, drawings plan and etc at a time so time management is another ingredient to be an excellent architecture student. They can sit and doing their assignments for 10 hours without rest. So, it is very tense and silent in that studio.

Some were saying architecture equals medical course. As difficult as that.

But somehow I'm not demotivated but this inspired me to work harder to achieve my dreams.

Perhaps, our dreams !

Baby, I've been so good here minus with the hostel problem I encountered with but I'm so good that I met with a right friends which may help me in my studies. So how about you there? Knowing that you are with my friend, I'm relieved. Vivian is a nice and friendly person so I don't have to worry that much anymore. And I'm recovering my sickness after I went for and Indian Doc in Bandar Sunway. It is quite expensive though. It cost me around 50 plus including the taxi fees. But it worth that I'm getting better now.

Another thing I'm worried of now is about my holidays. I can't wait until the orientation week to get my scedule. I want to know when is my class will start and when will my holidays be. I'm so desperate to go home on CNY but the air price definitely will increase if I buy it late. We may have 10 days of holidays, but if the price of the tickes are expensive like 800 - 900 plus I don't think it worth for me to go back. And next holiday will be middle semester holiday. I simply make an assumption because before we proceed to the 2nd semester we might have quite a long holidays. Maybe 2 weeks or the most one month?

I know you miss me and I miss you too. I just can't stop thinking of you everyday, my dear. You have to believe that. I know a relationship may have some difficulty especially when it is a distance relationship. But I pray hard that you might as well going to west Malaysia to pursue your dreams here. And we might get to see each other oftenly. Be optimistic ! I learnt to be optimistic when I had too much problems and worries that haunted me everyday. I'm worried of this and that but when I try to be optimistic and trying to see future, things turned out to be quite good. Seriously, I worried a lot. Like when you were entering NS. I was so worried that you may not having any friends, but I think optimistically and it ended up that you friend with my friend. So I don't have to be worry. I also worried about my SPM and careless mistakes I made in English but still I'm trying to see this positively because I couln't change anything so I need to move on with my new course that I'm taking and trying to be Top Student. That's my goal. My first goal after I set up for 2011 resolution.

So, baby, you don't have to be worry of anything. Just be optimistic and move on with life. Let if flow in nature. As long as our love doesn't fade away, we'll always be sweet together.

People tend to say there is no forever love. Thus, we must prove to let them see that we're forever love. :)

I love you and I miss you uncountabable times. Goodnight, sweetheart.

Worst than ever !

Alright, so today I moved into the hostel. The place where I'm going to stay for six months. But it seemed nothing.
Seriously, I've gone into a real bad unit. 6 of the housemates were an international students. Some from Dubai, some from India and etc. NO malaysian and yet this weren't the worst.
They were so dirty. Our pantry were full loads with plates with leftover and the floor was kinda dirty with the sauce paste or something. They just don't care. Bathroom was also urghh..
It's so dirty that I couldn't even bare to see it. :(

Wish that my application will be fulfill. I want to change into other units. I need to change it so badly or I rather staying off campus if affordable which is impossible.
Damn it ! But one thing is good. There have a hot shower and we can just on the a/c for 24 hours :)

My room is definitely the cleanest one among all. I can swear that they are too dirty. All due respect, I'm not trying to be racist but urghh. You will know if you are here and exprience it with me.
How I wish that someone can get me out of here.
When I was staying with my uncle, I wish that I can go into Taylor but until then I'm here I wish to go back home. ;(

Enough of these things. It worth nothing to say more. Just be ignorance and endure the eyesore.

Well, I met with new friend today. He came from Ipoh and he is my senior. His name is Yean Tuck. He doesn't has any english or christian name. And that makes me hard to remember it.
He is pretty good. A good guy, he shares his knowledge of how to become an excellent architecture student and a lot more about KL and Taylor's.
It's my pleasure to know him.

Day #6 without you

Sleeping late and waking up late recently.

I wonder how am I going to wake up when college reopen if I continue to going on like this.

Depression overwhelmed me. Big sigh*

Created Youtube account. Peeps ! Follow me there.

I miss you so badly. I'm waiting for your return.

Seeing your messages and pictures doesn't cure any of it. But at least I know you're here still with me. Sigh.

Counting the countless hours since you went for National Service.

Can time be fast forward like ' CLICK ' movie ?

Love consists not in feeling great things but in having a great detachment and in suffering for the beloved. And that's you. Nothing but you, baby.

Well, nothing to be update of, baby. Seriously.

Life is as lifeless as stone. Hope there will be some nice day tomorrow. I'm going to move into the college soon. Yes, that fascinate bed, drawers, study table & chair ..... etc that cost me 870 rgt per month. Expensive? Yes! I need to work harder and prove to my mom that her sacrifice worth it and ain't wasted. :)

Baby, I can't sleep. Insomnia I think. I had a tea instead of a coffee. I don't know that tea would work on me. End up to be staying up late again later. I'm sorry. Heeee!

How To Choose Your Friends

Well, mommy called me today and asking me how's my days. Answer was still the same ' BORING lar, mommy '. And she was like ' you're the one who wanted to come here in the first place '.
Urghh! Ignore her.
So, she was kind of talking with me nicely and asking a lot of questions. I miss her too.
Homesick I guess.

Since I'm going into the college soon. She gave me a lectures on how to choose a right friends. You see, she cared about me.

Tips on How To Choose Your Friends.

Tip One.

Choose steady friends who like you for who you are and not those fickle who like you

for what you have.

Tip Two.

Make as many friends as you can and stop trying to be popular.

Popularity causes a lot of problems.

Tip Three.

Be quick to forgive your friends' faults, just as hope they will

one day forgive you for your faults.

Tip Four.

Stop gossiping, bad-talking about them. Walls have ears.

Tip Five.

Be slow to judge.

Reasonable, eh? A stranger stabs you in the front, a friend stabs you in the back but only best friends only poke each other with straws. Heheheee!
Good luck my friends who are going into the college/ form 6 or anything else.

Day #5 without you

Hello.

Another day had passed.

Why did the time has to fly so fast?

Anyway, I'm happy because it gets me nearer to see you :)

Today I bought 3 Dvds. Dvds here are extremely expensive but it worth while although

I'm getting a pirated one. Note it. I bought a pirated dvds which cost me 8rgt for one Dvd.

I know I swore to save up but it is so bored that I almost do nothing instead of tidy up my baggage and only that. -___________-

So, I watched ' She is out of my league '. It was a funny yet charming romcom. Worth watching.

At least, it taught me how to tackle girls and so on. Very funny. You should watch that too, baby.

And, next I watched ' The Blind Side ' starring by Sandra Bullock. At first, I never thought of buying this movie and quite reluctant too because it seemed like a very sad movie but it appeared me wrong! It is story about Michale Oher. Just in case you dont know who is him, Google him! It is based on extraordinary true story. Quite inspiring and touching. I watched it for two times and it never failed to let my tears welling up in my eyes. I would rate this movie for 85% out of 100%. Worth watching.

And another movie I watched is 'The Other Guys'. It is my uncle's favourite. The movie is so silly and hilarious. It is worth watching too. Moreover it is starring by Samuel L. Jackson, Dwyane Johnson ( The Rock ) and a lot others.

Anyway, baby, I'm thinking of you every living moments of my life. Wished that you get out of NS a little bit earlier. Kind of miss you and wanna see you so badly. I'm hoping that you do learn something inside there and remember to miss me too! As soon as you get your hp during weekend, text me right away. I dont know why I'm writing this as if that you are going to read it but you told me to write anything, just anything about my feelings or what am I doing. So, I just scribbled this blog without knowing what I wrote. =D

Day #4 without you

Weekend is near, Saturday is near and I just can't wait to hear your voice again !

Okay. So, today I went to Bukit Bintang again with Ming Shyan.

We met up in Times Square and having our lunch together. From Times Square, we walked to Sungei Wang Plaza to Fahrenheit to Pavillion and came back to Sungei Wang Plaza again. Awesome ?

Yes to the STICKY and No to my foot, I had blisters and it was so painful ;(

While we were in Times Square,

I stepped into MPH and guess what did I found?

-______________________________-

It's kind of crap, isn't it ?

Anyway,

how are you doing in there ? Fine ?

I miss you just so much and maybe even more :(

and baby, today was indeed a great day and you shall see it in another post full with pictures.

My bad if the pictures aren't clear or nice but I'm saving up, you know for purpose - vacation, Dslr and lots others.

I just can't wait to see you, baby. Don't be mad if I'm telling you I might not be going back to Sibu this CNY to be with you but another next holidays I'm going back.

I checked the air tickes either MAS or AirAsia but it were so expensive. I just don't want to use my mom's money that much. She sacrifice a lot for me and you know it. So, don't be sad. Okay?

I miss you, baby. Hugs and Kiss ! XO

I am bad with titles

I realized my blog is drop dead boring. I've been forgetting to insert pictures here and there for quite some time and err.. Boring.

Today it is quite a happy day. We walked from Sungei Wang Plaza to Times Square to Pavillion to Fahrenheit to Sungei Wang Plaza. Awesome? Yes !

Let's the pictures do the talking then. I'm too lazy to blog :)

Pavillion

Capture this in Sungei Wang. Some celebrities promoting their album.

The girl in the middle is pretty, right ? She is Stella Chung.

He is concentrating on his Facebook !

Candid Shot !