Thank you for bringing me down.

i was all geared up to nerd.

then.

i felt so discouraged.

because someone said i couldn't do it.

i couldn't be what i want to be.

i couldn't achieve what i want to achieve.

yes i'm a chicken.

i let lil' things like these affect me.

that's why i don't say much.

i like keeping things between me, myself and i.

cos' no one actually cares, eventually.

thank you, for bringing me down.

Every bit of life.

I'm like a programmed robot,
I'm undoubtedly the uttermost lifeless person on Earth.
But I do enjoy being a person of that kind because everything I do,
will be the answer of my goals.

Projects and assignments come after one another.
It is a never ending work to do, which eventually piling up exponentially.

I do sometimes not getting enough rest or sleep, I am tired of rushing for time
for my assignment or project, I'm tired of being a robot from Sunday to Friday, and then sometimes lose my grip on Saturday.

But that is never going to break my spirit, I have to work harder each time, and stand up for myself whenever I fall.

Sunrise.

Every sunrise is the beginning of a new day and I'm given this new day to use it as I will.
I can waste it or use it for good. So, I decided to make everyday of my life to do something which will get me closer to my goals.

"What you do today is important because you are exchaging a day of your life for it, When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever."

Maybe it is yet not the worst?

Well, how should I start this?
Too much indescribable feeling can't be voice out because I know no one would understand me.
And I losing my temper easily these days too. Sigh..
Life is like that. Why?
How would you feel when you initially feel confident about everything you do and always be the best of everything and all in a sudden you eventually feel that you are not good enough and letting most of the people over take you?

How would you feel when you feel so deep shit and no one really cares about you because they always thought you are the toughest one but yet, the most fragile one inside?
Why do I have to feel that way when everyone used to look high upon you and now people laugh or talk behind you because you failed?

I wish I can get back my spirit and confident to work on everything. How I wish I can escape problem instead of facing them and dragging the whole person of you down. How I wish, how I wish..

Furkids of Foo.

Much things happened, much works to complete, much happening in my life and
even much more to say...

Few days ago, due to the heavy workload of assignments and projects I had no choice but to do my project in my friend's house. It was all because the design or architecture studio are booked by seniors for their recent project as well.
His house is awesome and definitely beautiful and warm as well. But what truly captured my heart isn't the excellent design of his house but his puppies.
Without further hesistation, I grabbed my friend's DSLR and snapped some pictures of it. So, here they are.
How adorable isn't it?

Isn't it adorable?
Yes, it is. our family use to rear puppies as well, but somehow it took us some space and some time to clean up their waste so we decided to give it to other people in the neighbourhood. By the way, I am using Nikon D60 + Nikkor 50mm 1.4G 1/250, F3.5. Fml was a mistake I didn't change into 1.4 fml. But I am slowly in learning of how to take a good photos. Still learning.

Could you be an Architect?

Part ONE


Part TWO


Part THREE


Part FOUR


Part FIVE

These are 5 videos of Could you be an architect? I love watching them. Because I believe I can be a good architect in future.

Its been a tough week for me, everything just happened at the wrong time.

It should not be, I should have focused on my project.

However, things happened for reason.

Things which had happened are just irreversible

and all I can do is either let it be or solve it.

Why things turned out to be that way.

This is so messed up?

It is so wrong. Sigh.

You are still the one I love