I remember...

I remember once, we get into an arguement so badly that we both get really angry at each other for few days. But does that arguement stop us from loving each other?
No. It made us understand each other's temper more and the needs of each one of us better.

I remember once there were this time we promised to go out for a dating, but since no once can fetched you and I get really sad. So, we didn't go out so often after that due to SPM. But we promised to study hard and then we would spent a lot more time with each other. We seldom see each other face to face. But does that stop us from missing each other?
No. We maybe far away from each other physically, but our heart is always near and close to each other.

I remember once when you told me that no one really ever celebrated your birthday. So, remember what did I do for you?
I went to work at the Bakery for 3 days to produce a blueberry cake for you. You were really happy and touched by that time. You said the cake was nice and sweet. I'm happy at the same time too to see your smiling face the whole night.

I remember you used to say you're cold at night, so, at the end what did I do? I gave you away my favourite shirt for you to wear. You said you love it so much because you feel the warmth and at the same time you feel much more secure than before.

I remember all sweet things that happened in our life and of course the sad things too. This is all because I love you. I keep every of your sweet sms and your sound records too. I will read and listen to them when I miss you. Seriously, I miss you so much right now.

Happy Aniversarry, my beloved one. I love you.

- Felixson Sawing

Baby, please don't go.

Baby, please don't go.
Recently, I had this song playing on my mind. It struck. It's pretty nice and pleasant to my ears.
Today is Tuesday, 22nd Feb. Guess what? Tomorrow is 23rd of February.
What does this indicate? This is going to be the 14th months I'm with my baby. :)
I'm so sorry about what had happen last Sunday. It was not your fault, it was not my fault either.
I know I'm being over-reacting or over-sensitive for being so sensitive about the guy you chat with in the text messages.

It is not all because I don't trust you or being suspicious towards you, but it is simply that I love you so much that I couldn't afford to lose you. I couldn't. I can't make it.
I know very clearly that you are the one that I found as my true love.
Imagine, since the day we have vowed to be faithful and being together and of what we have done so far until now?
We have walked through every little details of our life whether it is good or bad. We promised to be together until the end of time. We promised to work hard together to pursue for our dreams.
I never thought I would be this devoted and why I do this? It is all because you are everything that keep me working hard, you are someone that I tressure the most.

Do you realize that I was really sad on that particular day when you told me that I was busy all the time and you took the chance to chat with that guy. It is not that I never let you to befriend with anyone but I told you, he leave me with a very bad impression. If he is so good, why do he break up with his gf? Why he needs to find you instead of letting you go with me?
It is all that nasty tactics to get you. Sigh.

No matter how, I hope everything will come back to normal. I need you.

Baby, you promised you're going to change for good isn't it?

Sometimes in life, we need to learn how to let go of something.
I know no matter what in life, we will have to go for our own way.
I've cherished every moments with you as you made every single of my day colourful.
You designed them and make them into rainbow.

Will this come true?
We have walked an amazing journey together and it has made us both who we are today.
I will not for one second trade the moments I’ve had with you for anything in the world, because I know I may never ever find them again.
I know there is a lot of growing up for me to do and I know I will continue falling and hurting myself in the process. I took a huge risk when I let go of almost everything for my studies, but I will walk this tough journey ahead with my head held high.

Education, Opportunity of the life time !

Success does not happen by chance but by the choices you make..

The first lesson I learnt was that success does not happen by chance unless you are one of the lucky few who are born rich.

If you continue to live your life one day at a time, doing what everyone does, doing things the way you have always done them, don't expect to wake up 5-10 years from now and find yourself highly successful and wealthy.
 If you want to be rich and successful anytime in the future, you have to make that choice and commitment right now. Once you decide to be rich and successful, you will tend to make very different choices in your life. You will start to think differently and behave differently. For example, you will start to open your mind to learn new things and master them or applying them.

You will start to take different actions. Instead of watching TV the whole night or playing DotA all the time, you will start to surf websites and read about success formula. Instead of reading celebrities magazine and the sports section of the newspaper, you will start to go for Secrets of Success and formulas to be in there. You will start to discuss different topics and hang around different types of people. Instead of gossiping and chit chatting about trivia, you will start to talk about future, ideal life or income.

Instead of just doing your minimum at work, you will start to take initiative and do alot more than expected. What will all this do?

It will start to move you towards success and it will only be a matter of time before you begin to see your life change positively. You will start to become more confident, more motivated. You will start to get yourself better than others.

Success is a learnable topic. You can learn how to be successful. The best place to learn how to be successful in any given area is to study and model those who have already achieved the goal that you want. By learning from those who have already found the way, you greatly cut short your learning curve and accelerate your results much faster than the average person. it works. Trust me! And I would like to give a credits to Xavier Chee and Angeline Petrus for non-stop supporting me.

As Xavier said " If your dreams can be achieved alone, it's probably not big enough. I hope we can achieve more together. Goals should not be destination, rather, they are landmarks for the journey of personal growth. And by developing ourselves to a greater heights, we make difference in people life. Living is not a selfish affair, it should be race where we pick and pull people up together to finish it. Hope we can do same to each other. "

Visit my friend, Polycarp blog too, he dreams big, a hardworker just to pursue success! http://betterme92.blogspot.com/2011/02/decision.html#more

To the world she may be one person, but to one person she may be the world.
Those thick and thin that we have been through, will never get off my mind. The times when I needed you most, you never fail to be there. I really appreciate all those thing that you've done to me and for me.

Stay away from friends who poison your mind and your soul.

In my life time, I get to meet many people who desire to make a change in their life; emotionally, mentally, physically and professionally.  For example, they get themselves to stop smoking, change their eating habits, spending patterns or even be more serious in studies as well.
However, to some of the people, the change was not sustainable. They would go back to their life and practice what they had learnt. But after a while, they would lose their focus and motivation and revert to their old limiting behaviours. Sometimes, they would not continue to apply and master the new skills they had learnt.
 At first, I could never understand why they did not continue to do what was needed to be done, to achieve what they desired so much. They had the goals and the skills. So, what was stopping them from going for it?


If You Want to Change Your Life, Begin By Changing Your Friends
After some time, I have come to realize that there is a powerful force that influences the way we behave on a consistent basis. This force shapes our beliefs, attitudes, values and life standards. It is the force of the people we choose to surround ourselves with. We can do our very best to make a change in our lives but unless we change the people we surround ourselves with, any change we make will not last. Many people fail to make a sustainable change in their life because the people they spend time with pull them in the opposite direction that they want to go to. Friends do affect you.


Friends Affect Us and Infect Us
Why are our peers such a strong influence on our behaviours? As human beings, we are creatures of conformity. We are hard-wired with the emotional need to be accepted by the people around us. And the same time, we fear rejection. To feel connected and accepted in a group, there is a tendency for us to think and act like the people in that group. Ultimately, people like people who are like themselves.
Have you ever noticed that you tend to talk and act differently when you are amongst different groups of people? All of us have different groups of friends from different social circles. For example, I have got high school's friends, university's friends and family friends.


Your Friends Affect Your Success
If friends have such a strong influence on us, we have to be very careful with who we choose to spend out time with. Whether we like it or not, our friends affect how successful we will become in our studies, relationships, careers and even our health.

I believe that we should mix around with all kinds of people from different socio-economic backgrounds, races and religions. It opens our minds and teaches us to be more understanding, compassionate and tolerant of others. There is always something we can learn from anybody, regardless of their age and experiences.
At the same time, we should consciously be aware of how much time we are spending with each group of people. Hanging around certain friends may be fun, but we should be mindful not too spend all our time with people who may subconsciously hold us back from where we want to go.


If You Want to Be a Winner, Be With Winners
Simply put, be around people who you want to be more like. If you want to be happy, hang around with happy people. If you want to become good in studies, spend time with academically successful people.
If you want to be more successful, develop relationships with people who are driven to achieve.




P/S; Let me know what you think of this post. The feedback will be very helpful to figure out about my thoughts and principle of life.
Stay away from friends who poison your mind and your soul. Instead, spend time with people who inspire you to be a better person in future.

Saturday. 12th/ Feb/ 011

I dont like food. I LOVE FOOD


Having to eat food that you like is really some kind of enjoyment, well, at least to me.
What is better than eating delicious food ?
Well, I had nice food today with my friends.

Well, it may look simple and common but they were the food that we had in some kind of Chinese Restaurant. And the price is not cheap either.

Due to the heavy workload of assingments we had last week, so we decided to go shopping in KL. We went to a lot of places today. We went to Sungei Wang Plaza, Times Square, Fahrenheit and eventually walked to Pavillion too. It was pretty fun too despite that I had a toothache the whole day long. -_________-

I didn't bought much actually but the girls did. Each of them are shopaholic. So, let the pictures do the talking. I am lazy to blog. I blog for the sake of blogging. Hahahaha! I know I talk craps right now, its because I'm hungry.



Black & White pictures are due to the IPhone aps.