Thank you for bringing me down.

i was all geared up to nerd.

then.

i felt so discouraged.

because someone said i couldn't do it.

i couldn't be what i want to be.

i couldn't achieve what i want to achieve.

yes i'm a chicken.

i let lil' things like these affect me.

that's why i don't say much.

i like keeping things between me, myself and i.

cos' no one actually cares, eventually.

thank you, for bringing me down.

Every bit of life.

I'm like a programmed robot,
I'm undoubtedly the uttermost lifeless person on Earth.
But I do enjoy being a person of that kind because everything I do,
will be the answer of my goals.

Projects and assignments come after one another.
It is a never ending work to do, which eventually piling up exponentially.

I do sometimes not getting enough rest or sleep, I am tired of rushing for time
for my assignment or project, I'm tired of being a robot from Sunday to Friday, and then sometimes lose my grip on Saturday.

But that is never going to break my spirit, I have to work harder each time, and stand up for myself whenever I fall.

Sunrise.

Every sunrise is the beginning of a new day and I'm given this new day to use it as I will.
I can waste it or use it for good. So, I decided to make everyday of my life to do something which will get me closer to my goals.

"What you do today is important because you are exchaging a day of your life for it, When tomorrow comes, this day will be gone forever."

Maybe it is yet not the worst?

Well, how should I start this?
Too much indescribable feeling can't be voice out because I know no one would understand me.
And I losing my temper easily these days too. Sigh..
Life is like that. Why?
How would you feel when you initially feel confident about everything you do and always be the best of everything and all in a sudden you eventually feel that you are not good enough and letting most of the people over take you?

How would you feel when you feel so deep shit and no one really cares about you because they always thought you are the toughest one but yet, the most fragile one inside?
Why do I have to feel that way when everyone used to look high upon you and now people laugh or talk behind you because you failed?

I wish I can get back my spirit and confident to work on everything. How I wish I can escape problem instead of facing them and dragging the whole person of you down. How I wish, how I wish..

Furkids of Foo.

Much things happened, much works to complete, much happening in my life and
even much more to say...

Few days ago, due to the heavy workload of assignments and projects I had no choice but to do my project in my friend's house. It was all because the design or architecture studio are booked by seniors for their recent project as well.
His house is awesome and definitely beautiful and warm as well. But what truly captured my heart isn't the excellent design of his house but his puppies.
Without further hesistation, I grabbed my friend's DSLR and snapped some pictures of it. So, here they are.
How adorable isn't it?

Isn't it adorable?
Yes, it is. our family use to rear puppies as well, but somehow it took us some space and some time to clean up their waste so we decided to give it to other people in the neighbourhood. By the way, I am using Nikon D60 + Nikkor 50mm 1.4G 1/250, F3.5. Fml was a mistake I didn't change into 1.4 fml. But I am slowly in learning of how to take a good photos. Still learning.

Could you be an Architect?

Part ONE


Part TWO


Part THREE


Part FOUR


Part FIVE

These are 5 videos of Could you be an architect? I love watching them. Because I believe I can be a good architect in future.

Its been a tough week for me, everything just happened at the wrong time.

It should not be, I should have focused on my project.

However, things happened for reason.

Things which had happened are just irreversible

and all I can do is either let it be or solve it.

Why things turned out to be that way.

This is so messed up?

It is so wrong. Sigh.

You are still the one I love

Happy Birthday Rachel Lau Rui Chin ;)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !

It's your 19th birthday today !

Remembering the good times, we've had together,

still BarBQ Plaza was the choice !

It wasn't a perfect first impression I had given you but then I know,

it was a good night after all.

I would like to thank you for always being there to

motivate me, giving me encouragement
and a wiseful advices.

On your birthday and always, I would like to wish you

a Happy Birthday and hope you have a

wonderful celebration ! ;)

Life is a brief candle.

Life has been a brief candle,
Everything comes smoothly after all. Not too harsh and not too soft.
Had been really busy and complicated past month. A lot of assignment, project and proposal to complete and yet much presentation to prepare as well. Life has been like that all the way long.

Today was an awesome day. Its been a while that I always stay busy so I decided to go shopping then. Went out with old school's friends and of course with my architecture junior as well, Nicholas.
Reached Sunway Pyramid at around 1.00pm before we went to have our lunch at my favourite restaurant, BarBQ Plaza. It's really nice eating there. That restaurant was initially introduced by Yean Tuck before this and we had been there once together right after he came back from his semester break. So, everytime when I go there, I will ponder and smile a while because we both had been really silly when we first had our dinner there. If you're reading this, Tuck, you might probably know that. " SHE " is still working there when I went there today.

After we all had our lunch, we went to Jusco to buy some groceries to bring back to campus because we promised together to practise a healthy lifestyle. So, we bought some fruits and vegetables such as banana, salad and grapes. I bought a few daily basis stuff as well, I get a broom, dustbin, container and so many stuff. And of course I didn't miss out to get myself a jacket and a new shoes. We're pretty shophaholic too, aren't we, architecture students?

We watched KickBoxing competition also after that. Took some pictures with my new DSLR. So, let the pictures do the talk.

It reminded me of my time during last few years of my Taekwondo tournament too. To let you guys know, I am a Silver Medalist in a National Level Tournament. ;)

We went back after a whole day long in Sunway Pyramid. And Tuck, to let you know, we had our lunch and dinner at BarBQ Plaza twice today ! Don't be jealous. ;)