Would you be there ?

It is early Saturday morning.
Weekend is here. Last week was pretty good though.

Life still goes on, Time passes by, and slowly I realized I am growing up.
Not in gaining weight, not in gaining any size or anything.
But I am growing up in thinking and hopefully I act like an adult too sooner or later.
I am eighteen.

Thinking about how my future would be..

I have been working hard. I have let those busy schedule filled up my daily life. I feel my life has no direction anymore except to achieve my goals.

I have been neglecting all friends and life seems to be dull and gray.

Sigh,.. Life is tired.

Seriously, this is an emotional post. I feel so blue right now.

I miss someone so much.

I have thousand words to say to her, and does she feels the same too?

I love her more than ever, and does she feels the same too?

Would she be there for me during my ups and downs?