Those days.

I just came back from MacDonald to had my supper and I had my shower too.
I felt so fresh and I smell nice also. I am so sorry that I couldn't find any time to update my blog because I was too busy with my assignments.
We have piles of assignments to do and it seemed that we need a long time to complete it.
I had 4 sleepless night just to finish every of sketches and collages. And even if I sleep, I only took 1-3 hours nap. Its pretty tiring. But architecture life is like that. Full with assignments and projects.

I'm feeling very unhealthy in the way I live my life. I slept late almost every nights, I didn't do any exercises, I had McD as my supper and that's the only food I can get also and I am super tired.
However, now every of the heavy workload is done although I left few assignments more to complete but I've time for them.
Somehow, today was quite a productive day minus the fact that I was late for my class, like almost everyday when I have to stay up very late for assignments. I organized two meeting which were Moral Education group and another one is Introduction To Construction Industry group. I had two meeting today and it were pretty successful as I can see everyone contributed ideas and suggestion.

Well, sometimes people feel demotivate too, aren't they? It happened to me sometimes. Sometimes I would feel very lazy and demotivate to do my work but somehow I've courage to conquer my thoughts by changing them from lazy to hardworking. So, that's how my life goes. I am filled up with assignments and projects. I am feeling like a businessman.

Valentine's Day is coming. Its 2 days away from now. Its V-Day. I miss her very much! Sometimes, whenever I am fatique or feeling demotivated, I would just look at her pictures or our album and that's be my inspiration for me to get my ass up to work. I need to work hard. Not only for a good grades or a good results, somehow, I work hard for my future and for our future. I truly believe that real and true love does change you. All I could say that I used to be an underarchiever in school before but since I met her and for the sake of our future, I need to work hard. I need to work multiple extra hard than others to be on the top. 

Our love is so true that I would think and relate anything of my life to her. I am so devoted into this. I know. I know everyone is telling that our love wouldn't last any longer since I stay so far away from her and she is NS as well as I am busy with heavy workload too. But I dont trust that. I have an instinct telling me that we're going to last forever and be together happily forever. I know my dreams, she knows hers. I need to work harder. I need to be tough and strong to face obstacles, tribulation and predicament along the journey. Its road not taken. I couldn't turn back. I just have to see and walk into my successful future. I can sense that the day is coming !