Appearance, does it really matters?

" Oh hey look ! She's so pretty ! Let's go talk to her ! "

" Ew ? She's so ugly. Don't even go near her or you'll turn ugly too. "

Seriously ? Come on. Is appearance all that matters ?

I just don't get it why people like to stick to the popular & good looking people.

What ? You feel proud about that ? Sometimes its not just about appearance.

It's about the heart. So what if the best looking person is your best friend and bitches about you, backstabs you, gossip about you & stuffs like that ?

I just don't get it why so many people like someone which got the looks.

Just the looks & nothing else. Isn't it funny ?

What if someone has the talent but not the looks ? Definitely eliminated. Trust me.

Look in the heart & find what is real & what is fake.

Don't fall into the trap on the outer side.

Like I said, ugly people doesn't mean they have an ugly heart.

They might have the most beautiful heart but nobody bothers to find out.

Good looking doesn't mean everything.

Appearance, is that all ?

Holiday is so much sooner that what I ever expected.

Finally sketch journal is summited. Midterms Test is also over.
Now I am already in a mood for holiday. One thing for sure, I am going back to my hometown this Friday. If you wonder where my hometown is, it is in Sibu, Sarawak,

See?

I have been here in KL for 4 months and I miss every single thing in my hometown now.

I want to sleep on my own bed and in my own room. I want to watch Tv and hang out with friends.

Perhaps I may visit my high school too? I don't know. I miss every slightest details in my lovely hometown.

And the most, I miss my girl the most ! ♥

She has been into the NS for at least 2 months and she loves that place, she misses her friends very much and well, as for me, I don't know where am I in here heart.

She barely even read my blog anymore not to say to leave a status in Facebook.

Sigh..

As Tuck said, I should live in and just follow the flow. Whatever will happen, let it be..

Not to say I never trust her but sometimes it isn't the same anymore. Not much to say actually, it's all the same and emotional. After all, I have no regrets for loving her too.

These few days have been really hard for me. I have to struggle really hard for test and of course to complete my skecth book. Its been 2 weeks I don't really get enough rest.

But I am glad I went through once more, what I can't go through?

But still I have to thanks Rui Chin for always motivating me and accompanying me during the blue. Although we seldom find each other but at least she used to send me text messages to encourage me.

Anyway, thanks again to her for introducing me few meaningful songs that eventually became my favorite songs.

I have been here for 4 months, and what I can tell is, people do really change, aren't they?

Good one may turns to bad one, or Bad one may turns into someone good. We don't know.

I have been going through many hard and good times alone.

Good times with friends, with brothers and sisters, sports and studies..

Or

Bad times with group members, teammates, assignments, projects and etc etc. Bad things happen for no reason sometimes, this is what we call Life.

I blog, and that makes me a blogger, but I blog what I feel.

No offense though. Peace y'all !

I shall get a good sleep after this.

Terrified

As time passes by, it proves everything.

Yes. Addicted to the song ' Would You Be There ' by Redwan Ali.
I found out the lyrics is very simple and yet it is very meaningful. Thank you to Rui Chin for the nice song that she introduced to me.
I have been listening to it all the time when I am feeling blue, I can keep listening to it again and again. Probably the song really expressed out my heart. I don't know.  

I thought this morning would be a happy sunny morning.
But I was proven wrong.
It didn't turn out to be like what I ever expected. I just don't feel good.
Time proved everything. I am no longer important to someone's heart.
Or I am not good enough for her? Or I am not a good bf to fit into her life? Or I am not a gentlemen, not caring and not anything but I am just no one than being a stranger for her?
I don't know.

My mind is playing trick with me all the time, I am confused by all sort of thinking that came into my head. I don't know what I am doing all this time worth the love that I fight?
I don't know why I am working hard is a mistake just that I put our future into account?
I don't know what she is thinking.
If only she knows everything I do, I do it for her. Sigh.

This is a very emo post. I just want to express out my feeling out into writing this post. I don't mind if you, readers leave this page. I just want to throw out everything here.

Natural & Built Environment Trip To KLCC, Filharmonik. Sky Bridge.

Trip to KLCC, Filharmonik and Sky Brigde.

We departed from Taylor's University right after our ICI Lecture finished at 11.30am and we arrived our destination at 12.30 noon an hour after that. 
Well, this trip was all about to give us inspiration for Project 2. Which is to create or to build 15cm x 15cm x 15cm spatial facade box. 
We are given a month time to sketch out of model, making a mockup model and a real presentation or final model. We have to follow strictly the concept given.
Well, it is one fun and yet challenging project. 
These are the examples of the spatial facade box.

So, these are the thing that we are going to do.

 The moment we stepped into Petronas Twin Towers, we saw this.

 Credited to PhotogMao for taking such a good pictures of this.

After wandering around the place, we went into Filharmonik. I have never been into opera hall to watch orchestra before. It was so soothing and pleasant to ear and I love that. But we're not allowed to take pictures of it.
Majestic design by the architect.

The golden corner of the main entrance. 

 The escalator is designed in a way that captured the eyes of people



 We went into the Filharmonik, and it looks like this..

After that we went up to 41st level of Petronas Twin Tower, and went to the Sky Bridge. If you guys pondering about what is that, it is actually this.

Sky Bridge where you can see almost every part of Kuala Lumpur.

Trip goes on, we went into a lot of places too, like Kinokuniya and a few shops. 

Pictures of the day :

I will work hard to fulfill my dream in the future 

and stand as tall as Petronas Twin Tower.

Not to miss any of the candid shots.

Well, it was kind of a fun trip this time. Its time to get to work in Project 2. 

Last but not least, midterms break is one week away from now.

Can't wait can't wait. I am going back to Sarawak. My lovely hometown.

Would you be there ?

It is early Saturday morning.
Weekend is here. Last week was pretty good though.

Life still goes on, Time passes by, and slowly I realized I am growing up.
Not in gaining weight, not in gaining any size or anything.
But I am growing up in thinking and hopefully I act like an adult too sooner or later.
I am eighteen.

Thinking about how my future would be..

I have been working hard. I have let those busy schedule filled up my daily life. I feel my life has no direction anymore except to achieve my goals.

I have been neglecting all friends and life seems to be dull and gray.

Sigh,.. Life is tired.

Seriously, this is an emotional post. I feel so blue right now.

I miss someone so much.

I have thousand words to say to her, and does she feels the same too?

I love her more than ever, and does she feels the same too?

Would she be there for me during my ups and downs?

Hardwork paid off !

It's really peaceful here. I am at The Norwegian Sandwich Co.
I just finished one chapter of Malaysian Studies. I am going to have my midterms test next week and I have the confident that I will it well this time.
It's simply because I believe and I work hard to achieve something. I always motivate myself to work harder and spend more time in my studies to get something good in return. 
I don't want to disappoint myself and my family. 

I will be confident and believe I can do it. I will be better and better.

 

 Its hard work that overcome everything. 

I will always remind myself to work harder each day.

Each day, every morning I will look at the mirror and tell myself what I am going to achieve today.

I believe, self-motivation is important for us to keep going and motivate ourselves to keep working hard. 

I am working hard towards my goals. I believe I can do it.